Happy Sad Man
Was at zouk with Jackass and Eugene with some of his other friends. Man was that boy drunk...after forcing down endless stream of long isl tea and graveyard down hia throat. He turned psychotic with murderous intent on the dance floor...a beast??
Anyway, my pissed drunk nakama finally got knocked out by the alcohol and started crying, well as his regular nick suggest, a happy sad man? I reflected over a cigarette from Eugene about how depressant heightens up emotion in people. I just hope that the tears would ease a wound in my friend's heart and soul...maybe its regret(s) ...remorse...or can be other things of course. But in this new year of his life, I genuinely hope he be a Happy Man..and not sad anymore.
What am I when I'm drunk, smiling or crying? Screaming or singing...? Life is a story, to me, and the treacheries one faces becomes mere memories for the next moon. Feel it but not feel too much? Learn to let go when it gets too hot to hold on to? To fully grasp the balance in life is tough and we can only walk and allow ourselves to fall when we need to, hopefully with angels from God to cushion our fall.
Love you Father, forgive us of our trespasses. Thank you for preserving our life and grant us your blessings in our family, health, work and most of all, spiritual refinement.
In Jesus name, amen.
joe
Was at zouk with Jackass and Eugene with some of his other friends. Man was that boy drunk...after forcing down endless stream of long isl tea and graveyard down hia throat. He turned psychotic with murderous intent on the dance floor...a beast??
Anyway, my pissed drunk nakama finally got knocked out by the alcohol and started crying, well as his regular nick suggest, a happy sad man? I reflected over a cigarette from Eugene about how depressant heightens up emotion in people. I just hope that the tears would ease a wound in my friend's heart and soul...maybe its regret(s) ...remorse...or can be other things of course. But in this new year of his life, I genuinely hope he be a Happy Man..and not sad anymore.
What am I when I'm drunk, smiling or crying? Screaming or singing...? Life is a story, to me, and the treacheries one faces becomes mere memories for the next moon. Feel it but not feel too much? Learn to let go when it gets too hot to hold on to? To fully grasp the balance in life is tough and we can only walk and allow ourselves to fall when we need to, hopefully with angels from God to cushion our fall.
Love you Father, forgive us of our trespasses. Thank you for preserving our life and grant us your blessings in our family, health, work and most of all, spiritual refinement.
In Jesus name, amen.
joe
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